Wednesday, October 17, 2012

an unbearable silence ...



.........today I remember Sunday. 

who came into our world with an unbearable silence
her eyes we never would see
we held her precious body the weight reflected in my mind.
her spirit danced about us
as a heavy silence filled the room.
my breasts still ache with longing for a child that slipped away....

but today we remember our Sunday who will live forever 
in our heart.......

J,G+O 
17/10/10

Friday, July 6, 2012

present.



I embrace the present,
acknowledge the past
and ponder the future. 

                            collected thoughts

Monday, February 27, 2012

hold on tight


                            artwork baby guerrilla
                                photography by gary gross


hold on tight, does it feel like a dream ? 
open your eyes 
and never be afraid

Thursday, February 16, 2012

stuff to do in a crisis

I did my ritual walk around the park this morning, taking in the fresh air and admiring the beautiful trees. As I walk I like to let my thoughts unravel, people pop into mind and I think about conversations we might have, ideas and things to do float into my mind and the walk inspires the rest of my day.
Before my walk this morning I had a catch up chat with my niece (who lives interstate), she's the sort of person I could talk to forever but when she told me she was doing laps in the supermarket I thought it only fair to release her from our conversation. Anyway when I returned from walking, she had send me an email containing the following list.  I really adore it and want to share it with you.



"Stuff to do in a crisis...... to help with the mending process"

          Run yourself a bath
       Listen to music you love
      Eat good food (Thats anything delicious) forget about the calories. (jelly)
       Enjoy fresh air. (I would suggest the back deck under the olive tree)
       Give yourself time, to get through an entire magazine.
        Light candles
         Keep fresh flowers in the house. (Stolen ones are the best)  Take short strolls in the neighbourhood. (you never know who will come across for a simple chat)
        Book in Yoga/ Naturopath....all the essential remedial.
        Drink tonnes of tea.
       Chat when you need to chat, listen when you need to listen
        Take Lots of naps, don’t feel guilty... even if its a perfect day outside.
         Buy yourself a treat.
         Wear good undies...
         Bright colours are good.        Take a drive in the country
        Find something to SORT.
        Avoid smelly shopping centres. (On this point... if you can walk into a shopping centre with one thong, YOU CAN DO ALL THINGS.)

       Don’t avoid the washing up.

Monday, February 13, 2012

i cook


chocolate tart
sometimes when i don't feel like talking   i cook

Monday, November 28, 2011

street philosophy

found on one of my wanderings in the back streets of Fitzroy..............


The number of corners in the soul can't
compare with the universe's dimensions folded
neatly into swans. In the soul's
space, one word on a thousand pieces
of paper the size of cookie fortunes falls
from the heavens. At last, the oracular
answer, you cry, pawing at the scraps that twirl
like seed-pod helicopters. Alas, the window
to your soul needs a good scrubbing, so
the letters doodle into indecipherables just
like every answer that has rained
down through history, and you realize, in
your little smog of thought that death
will simply be the cessation of asking, a thousand
cranes unfolding themselves and returning to the trees.

Stefi Weisburd

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

beauty

beauty is found in unusual places



"I stopped wearing a watch after the funeral from that day on, I knew the time would always be too late"
precious little